Co-Authored with Melissa Crespo. You have just moved to a small college town to teach architecture. You have trouble sleeping. Sometimes, you lose track of time. You realize that your fears have followed you. You have no one to confide in, not your roommate, not your students, not the prosecutor who needs you to
testify as a key witness. You can’t sleep. You’re considering buying a gun. You don’t want to want a gun. But here you are, debating.