As a chubby gay dude, this one hits home hard. Heyman's gaze into Eli's inescurties and their root cause is as meticulous as Eli's fastidiousness about inspecting the hotel room he's booked for his tryst with Jeremy. At least it would be meticulous if Jeremy would let him get on with it but no, Jeremy wants to get on with other things. But when the hot guy is into you and experience has convinced you he shouldn't be... that's a whole other mess. A great dichotomy of body image, sexual predilictions, and approaches to intimacy. A beautiflly resonant piece.
As a chubby gay dude, this one hits home hard. Heyman's gaze into Eli's inescurties and their root cause is as meticulous as Eli's fastidiousness about inspecting the hotel room he's booked for his tryst with Jeremy. At least it would be meticulous if Jeremy would let him get on with it but no, Jeremy wants to get on with other things. But when the hot guy is into you and experience has convinced you he shouldn't be... that's a whole other mess. A great dichotomy of body image, sexual predilictions, and approaches to intimacy. A beautiflly resonant piece.